My birthday, that is. In just 9 days, or 8 according to WordPress, my birthday will be here and I will be a year older.
Now, here’s something deep: Each time my birthday is near, I think: “Wait a minute, have I REALLY lived this long, or is this just a dream?”. It’s unbelievable, for some people, that they lived to experience life. What are the odds of you being born, when someone else could’ve been born in your place? Zero point one, out of a bit more than a billion. And that you landed on that 0.1, is unbelievable. You don’t think it all the time, but in your mind, waaaay in the back of it, you’re thinking: “I love life, I am grateful for it, I am grateful to be alive.”. And I’m thinking that too, now. Me and some of my chat-buddies were recently talking about my birthday, some were even talking about a “secret” online surprise party. One of them didn’t even wish me a late happy birthday, but I’m grateful to have met him, her, and them, in this lifetime. All of you, including Sin, Sigurd, my parents, Emerald, Casey, Annakin (is that how you spell your name?), Chao, Sheth, Emiiko, ZazzyTrain (or Adam as I call you), and everyone else I’ve met, have helped me through the hardest of times and never let me down. You all helped me think up ideas, get through hard times, you all cheered me up when I was depressed, talked to me, insulted me, played with me, argued with me, and I’m grateful for all that. I forgot to mention a few: Amanda, whom was one of my great friends on MapleStory. Ihopeudiek (Lucas), whom was my boyfriend on MapleStory (Kudos to you for having an epic name, Lucas.). Kayumi, who was ALSO one of my great friends on MS. I had two friends on FlyFF whose names I don’t remember, but you two were really great friends. Racooneh, my friend on iScribble and MSN (I really love you, Racchi. You’re a great friend, you know that?), and everyone else I can’t possibly think of. Sometimes, I wish I could relive those times.
You all are great friends, and my life wouldn’t feel complete if one of you weren’t here.
Kudos to you all, have a great life.
You amaze me.
Comment by asundayinjune — January 6, 2010 @ 3:50 AM |